untitled - simple plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded
By the white light

I can't remember how?
I can't remember why?
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No, I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on

As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me

I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done, no I can't

How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on

As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes
I've got nowhere to run
The night goes on

As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

unseen

jujur aku hilang asa
jujur aku mulai tak punya arah
bahkan angin pun tak tahu akan membawaku kemana
dan sang mentari sudah menyerah


aku terjebak
aku terdiam
aku terjatuh

dan akhirnya aku menghilang


aku mulai mencari harapan baru untuk hidupku
menelusuri jalan
menikmati setiap alunan
meresapi setiap perjalanan hidup

dan aku hanya ingin tahu apa yang mereka selalu rasa tentang aku
pernahkah mereka sekali saja
merasakan apa yang aku rasa

bagaimana rasanya menjadi butiran
butiran hati yang hancur lebur sepersekian detik setelah menonton
kisah cinta dua manusia penuh intrik
kisah cinta dua manusia penuh konflik
kisah cinta dua manusia penuh misteri

namun kamu masih punya satu tugas besar , tuan

lihatlah....

kanvas kosong ini masih belum kamu lukis
masih baru dibuka dari bungkusnya
lalu kamu tega buang begitu saja?

aku lelah
aku ingin mengakhiri semua kisah perih ini

dan pada akhirnya

hati ini meringis
hati ini merana....
sepi...
bagai di gurun...

" And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's meant to be broken
I just want you to know who I am" - Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

- the one of my favorite songs -

Every teardrop is a waterfall

I turn the music up,
Got my records on
I shut the world outside until the lights come on
Maybe the streets alight,
Maybe the trees are gone
I feel my heart start beating to my favorite song

And all the kids they dance
All the kids all night
Until Monday morning feels another life
I turn the music up
I'm on a roll this time
And heaven is in sight

I turn the music up,
I got my records on
From underneath the rubble sing a rebel song
Don't want to see another generation drop
I'd rather be a comma, than a full stop

Maybe I'm in the black
Maybe I'm on my knees
Maybe I'm in the gap between the two trapezes
But my heart is beating and my pulses start
Cathedrals in my heart

As we saw, oh this light

I swear you emerge blinking into
To tell me it's alright
As we soar walls
Every siren is a symphony
And every tears a waterfall

Is a waterfall
Oh
Is a waterfall
Ooh-oh-oh
Is a waterfall
Every teardrop
Is a waterfall
Ooh-oh-oh

So you can hurt, hurt me bad
But still I'll raise the flag

It was a wa-wa-wa-wa-waterfall
A wa-wa-wa-wa-waterfall

Every tear
Every tear
Every teardrop is a waterfall(5x)

we never change

I wanna live life and never be cruel.
I wanna live life and be good to you.

And I wanna fly and never come down.
And live my life and have friends around.

We never change, do we? no, no
We never learn, do we?

So I wanna live in a wooden house.

I wanna live life and always be true.
I wanna live life and be good to you.

And I wanna fly and never come down.
And live my life and have friends around.

We never change, do we? No, no
We never learn, do we?

So I wanna live in a wooden house,
where making more friends would be easy.

Oh, and I don´t have a soul to save.
Yes, and I sin every single day.

We never change, do we?
We never learn, do we?

So I wanna live in a wooden house,
Where making more friends would be easy.
I wanna live where the sun comes out ...

Tangga - Utuh :(

semakin ku ingkari, semakin ku mengerti
hidup ini tak lengkap tanpamu
aku mengaku bisa tapi hati tak bisa

reff:
sesungguhnya ku berpura-pura
relakan kau pilih cinta yang kau mau
sesungguhnya ku tak pernah rela
karena ku yang bisa membuat hatimu utuh
sakit yang ku rasa bukan karena dia
tapi karena kau pilih cinta yang salah
aku mengaku bisa tapi hati tak bisa

(repeat reff)

ku akui sesungguhnya aku berpura-pura
relakan kau pilih cinta yang kau mau
dan aku tak bisa

[rap]

tak bisa ku biarkan kau tersiksa
disia-siakan cinta buta yang salah
pulanglah kepadaku tempatmu di hatiku
cintaku membuatmu utuh
sesungguhnya ku tak pernah rela
karena ku yang bisa, karena hanya aku yang bisa
membuat hatimu utuh

Fall for you - Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This Time - Jonathan Rhys Meyers (Ost.August Rush)

pertama kali gue denger lagu ini di film August Rush dan gue langsung suka aja gimana gitu lagunya enakeun banget ..gini nih lagunya

This Time

Tonight the sky above
Reminds me how to love
Walking through wintertime, the stars all shine
The angel on the stairs
Will tell you I was there
Under the front porch light
On the mistery night

I've been sitting, watching life pass from the sidelines
Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind
Would the wind be at my back
Could I get you off my mind
This time

The neon lights and bars
And headlights from the cars
Started a symphony surrounding me
The things I left behind

Have melted in my mind
And now there's a purity inside of me

I've been sitting, watching life pass from the sidelines
Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind
Would the wind be at my back
Could I get you off my mind
This time

I've been sitting, watching life pass from the sidelines
Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind
Would the wind be at my back
Could I get you off my mind
This time

:)